2006 - random find

It’s been a while since I’ve written. But I’m sure you understand the reasons.
It’s been difficult, I can’t lie about that.
Where do I begin?
To be honest, I don’t know how it came to this either.
For the past 15 months I’ve been trying to figure out what pushed the button on this madness.
And nothing.
I found nothing.
So maybe, it started with me.
In which case, I can’t start at the beginning.
I’ll start with now.
My ending.
It’s been a while since I’ve written. But I’m sure you understand the reasons.
It’s been difficult, I can’t lie about that.
Where do I begin?
To be honest, I don’t know how it came to this either.
For the past 15 months I’ve been trying to figure out what pushed the button on this madness.
And nothing.
I found nothing.
So maybe, it started with me.
In which case, I can’t start at the beginning.
I’ll start with now.
My ending.